Gratitude - Nichole Nordeman

I heard this song for the first time tonight, and it brought tears to my eyes as I reflected on how it echoes the struggles of my heart regarding our adoption wait ... wanting so badly for my prayers to be answered, yet in the back of my mind knowing that God may choose to delay because His lessons are other than those I would wish to learn, humanly speaking ... desiring to draw closer to Him through these struggles yet at the same time fearing to trust ...